The Schrodinger's cat*

So, why am I writing this blog? Frankly? Because I have run out of people whom I can talk to. And this disconnected trail of thoughts are actually irritating. Don't get me wrong, I don't think I am a smart ass. (third line and the first lie. That's well going I suppose.)

By the way, do you believe in luck? I do. For, as a matter of fact, I have always believed that a large part of my achievements  or mishaps in life, as works of pure luck (or fate) only. That does not make me a religious person, though. Being in the company of good and loving people, getting an awesome family, having money to spend, no troubles, nothing to bind me - whats life without these small pleasures and how many people are lucky like this after all?

I am confused. From a long time. The problem is I did not really want anything and I don't usually strive for anything as well. I envy the people who have a passion and strive to get that. Anything that may be.. say to be a director, buy a home, love or to be rich. 

Don't think for a second that I do care if you are reading past this point. If you are bored and want to read something funny, go read something in cracked. Or watch an episode of Big Bang Theory or How I Met Your Mother. That's what I'd do if I were you. I just need to get these meaningless words arrange into a sentence. As in I am talking, but without really saying something.

The idea of writing this blog came to me while I was commuting to work by bus. I like buses. Buses are much more open, fun and alive - rather than - say trains or planes or an auto. Provided you get a seat - and not adjacent to a fat guy. what if you are fat? My condolences. That's a funny story too, how I traveled in this bus. I usually take an auto - for I am lazy, and would always miss if I had to catch a bus. Just the other day, the friendly auto driver suggested me to take a bus instead of his auto, as it would save me a lot of money, even in the short run. I had to ask him "You know well that if I take your advice, you are losing business", and he replied "Well, that's not the point.", and yes, I sure do get that point.

And this was not my first option for a blog name too - I wanted breakeven / beingsingle (I know thats not a good one - if I get involved with someone in future - but see, if I get involved, I won't care about this blog anymore. so thats covered) / awesomehandsome (well, thats something the girls talk about me - true story! ;) ) I was suggested a selfdabba.com - but well, we all lie in web - no need to be honest. Honestly, I wanted the blog name to be awesome - an awesome blog where people will worship me. Where I am god. And I think
while () { break;ing even} is good. even though my RSA still gives me an error on that. 

Anyway, my name is Vishnu Muraleedharan, and this would be my blog. 

* If you are an avid watcher of 'The Big Bang Theory' or a Physicist, you know what is the Schrodinger's cat is all about. For the rest, the link is here - its pretty cool.